2015

july 16, 2015.
new post.  heck, i didnt even know this blog still existed, i thought i can shut it down,  i guess that goes to show what i know.

i wanted to start a blog because i found out i have breast cancer.   i thought it would help to write things out, ya know?

alot has happened since i last wrote, what, ayear or more ago?  live got busy, my eyes got worse and i am truggling.  now i have breast cancer.  crap.

so i am dealing with a bunch of stuff.  have filed for disability back in march and spent alot of time sending in all sorts of records and files. .then having tests done as i had been dealing with a long term sinus thing over christmas holidays and then dizzy spells.  still got the dizzy spells.  so i was having a bunch of tests done and on a whim i had a mammogram as it ha been about 30 years since the last one.

and it showed a mass on my right breaast.  so i went back in for a diagnostic mammorgam and a sonogram and a biopsy.  it came back positve.

ductal carcinoma, focal invasive carcinoma.

sucks.

im waiting now for appointment with breast surgeon to discuss all my options, lumpectomy, radiation and chemo.

aint doing it.

i will go and talk and listen and ask questions, what stage am i, how big is it, how much and where has it spread, etc, etc.

but i tell you right now--i aint taken chem or radiation,  no way.

ie been doing some studies and decided on the cannabis oil , essiac, alkaline water, nutrients and change my diet.  other people have beat breast cacner by doing this,  i will too.