Fatigue

i have been trying to catch up on sleep.  it is not easy finding a comfortable position considering i usually sleep on myright side and muy right breast is definitly not happy with all the stitches.  so i flip and flop around trying to get something close to my sleep position.  whihc is mostly on my right side and on my stomach.

every time i half alseep roll into that posstion it is like YOW CRAP and i quickly roll to a different postion.

so i dont feel like i get alot of sleep lately, but it is getting better.  then there are the disaaster pups---my 2 6month old aussie pups that turn every place they go into a disaster uless you have a tight hand on them.  lately, as you can imagine, i have not had a tight hand on anything.

the pups sleep until around 5am and want to go out and pee and then play Destructo End Of The World.  i have a doggie door that they are very good at using so the problem is they get tired of destrpying everything outside so they come back insode the doggie door and decide to plag tag team wrestling or something similar in the hallway, living room, kitchen and charge from room to room leaping over tables and chairs.  they run in and out and bring in sticks and rocks and logs and whole trees--well--not really whole trees but i bet if they put their mind to it they could.  they sure bring in everything esle like gophers they catch, birds, and what all.

so they wake me up around 5;30am and i get up, , trick them into going outside by tossing a couple doggy cookies on the deck then i close and lock the wood door behind them so i can go back to sleep for a bit longer.  im mean.

so when i get up they are having their morning nap sleeping so sweetly on the chairs on the deck and i have this twisted desire to wake them up and make them play and run around.

then i try to take a na after lunch if i can, sometimes it is just sitting quiet and listening to a book, but i am often really ready for some kind of sleep, so i have to lock the destruct-o dogs outside again for a little while.  oh dont worry about them, they have lots of food and water, a dog house, a shady cool spot under the porch and even a kiddie pool (2 inches of water) to knock each other into.  that seems to be a game of theirs, they try to body slam each other into the pool.  they dont like being squirted wqith a hose but they dont mind being in the rain at all and usually run and play in the mud and puddles with ecstatic joy.

i am tired.