there is a stunning amount of info about cancer--all types of cancers and all types of treatments. and there is a stunning amount of people caught up in this monster. and i am seeing that the monster cancer industry is a monster of its own.
i have a count down to my surgery and i have been trying to educate myself as much as posible as what is going to happen. i am not liking any of this--lol.
i will hve a conference call on the 8th to tell me what to do and not do before the surgery. got to leave on the 9th to go to colorado springs to check in to the guest house to be ready at the butt craqck of dawn for tests before surgery on the 10th.
i have been working lining up people to come stay at my place to take care of the dogs, chickens, gardens and when i am back to come hep me pick and can cause i figure i wont be up for much of it and this surgery is smack dab in the midst of canning season and harvest time..
i got a schedule on what they are gonna do to me before surgery, tests, biopsy's needle things, specimen things, injections--WTF---they better not expect me to stay awake and be all friendly if they are gonna do scary crap things to me. but i know i will be expected to be a good and well behaved patient while they push and stick and shove and cut--keep my mouth shut, dont make wves----
oh well----i aint promising anything.
and now i found out about this thing called lymphedema you can get after this surgery stuff swelling and nasty stuff uner the arm and with the arm--oh my gosh that doesnt sound good. sigh-----
well, i had to make another batch of cannabis oil paste capsules. i think i got the hand of it, it is a bit messy but i can make 24 in about 15 min i think. i have been loading up so i have all i need for a whole month after surgery.
i got a case packed up, dragged out a small cooler to load up some stuff as i will be there 2 days. just going thru things and trying to get physically ready. i hope i am mentally ready come time.
so i am still taking the cannabis pate/oil--up to 8-9gms a day. i know the oil is super concentrated and you work up to one gram a day for 60 days the paste is a little different, and i have worked up to 8-9grams. now, i know--the traditional idea of the pase is to take 2.5 grams--but because i have not found as many reports on dosage as all the work done on the oil, i am going by what makes sense to me. if i space out 2 caps 4 times a day i dont get any funky feelings. ues, you relly CAN take this and not get stoned. so if you have been interested in cannabis as cancer treatments, but have ben concerned about the high feeling pot smokers are after, dont worry you start off with very small amont and slowly build up until you can handle the full dose and function s usual.
on days when i upped my dosage i got really sleepy and just went to bed feeling fine when i woke up
anyway--i am still plugging along, still learning, researching and trying things
i hope you are too.
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